the days all run together and I have no real sense of time...unless its tuesday or friday, the days the pet monster goes to pre-school, they are all really just one damned long day - all rolled up into one

sunday I made some chili...while I was slicing the onion, I sliced a bit of my thumb...the right one. So I stuck a band aid on it and carried on...took the band aid off yesterday and had this annoying little flap of skin...I suppose I could have just wrapped it back up, but I didn't. I grabbed onto the skin and yanked that little fucker til it bled....gaaaaaaaaaaah I am so gross sometimes...and now, every time I hit the fucking space bar, it hurts.

having tried to operate the space heater and the microwave at the same time I have discovered that it will blow the fucking fuse. we are out of fuses. the kids are asleep. the stores are closed. so here I sit, instead of crafting, with the end of the cherry garcia and ny super fudge chunk in my belly...I feel sick...I definitely need to lay off the crap food for awhile. I need to do more yoga. I should also read more books...not blogs...hardee har har

its amazing how adaptable these kids are. this is going into the third week that their father is working away....the first week was hell in the beginning....up until the day before he came home...last week was only half bad...this week...they waved good bye to him like it was the same old shit or something...and I must say...its a helluva lot easier with it being just me....well it is but it isnt...we do miss having him here through the week, but at least things are being done without any interference or anything like that.

although it would be nice if he were here to give the fucking dog a bath. she stinks. but I can't recall him ever giving her 70lb ass a bath, but its nice to pretend like he does.

Strange Emily

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I waste soooooooooo much time...heh heh

well not so much is new here today...I finished up a little knit pig and lamb last night and maybe later I will work on some more stuffed animals or that paper wallet that is crawling around in my brain, begging to be finished. I will also likely write a few snail mail letters and finish making apple butter. because we are out of apple butter. and we need apple butter. everyone needs apple butter. and cookies. but I will probably save making cookies till tomorrow as I made some bran muffins already.

heh heh...I always suspected I was a leetle beet eeeeeeeeeeeeeeevilllllllllllllllllllllllll....


The Evil Scientist. Like your name you are evil,
but you create the coolest things! Like Sally
for example. Although you don't have the
biggest role in the movie, you end up making
the perfect mate for yourself. Good for you!

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The Evil Scientist. Like your name you are evil,
but you create the coolest things! Like Sally
for example. Although you don't have the
biggest role in the movie, you end up making
the perfect mate for yourself. Good for you!

Which Nightmare Before Christmas Character are you?
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So he's off to the motorcycle show today with his brother and uncle...both of whom own bikes (well, his brother just bought his first one [at least I think its his first one] -a harley, no less- and its funny because mr. man has always been 'the brother with a bike' while his brother has always been 'the brother with the truck')...so I am sure much of the day will be spent with them bothering him to buy one...because, apparently we must have money coming out of our asses...or at least we should use more credit...just like everyone else. feck.

oh...and then monday he leaves to go work away, m-f, so I will be home, alone with the girls. lucky them. we shall see how that goes.

yup...its been freaking ages since I last bitched and complained....birthdays have come and gone...including baby Jesus' birthday...which we celebrated by causing a planeload of travellers to endure us as we travelled (kicking and screaming) to spend with my family --- first time in fourteen years...frig...that makes me sound soooooooooooooo old...cause to some, I am.

oh...and this exposing my kids to people crap is really starting to get on my nerves...as we have been sick again...ok...gotta go dump a potty full of poop...its on my table and its grossing me out.