so the mother of me is coming on wednesday.....why do i have so many issues with her? why am i so afraid of turning into her? it scares me shitless when I hear myself yapping at the pet monster.....i sound. just. like. her.

I just finished chatting with baby sister....about God. ya....we were questioning my faith and how I am questioning it. every day. Its not that I do not believe in God and His Son....its just all the other man-made crap that goes along with it that bothers me....all of that from me asking about how spanking is related to discipline is related to God.

goodnight folks its way past my bedtime and this stinky kid needs a bum change,

my fucking truck is still broken. he thinks its the alternator. we are really lucky he knows about fixing these things. even if he says he doesnt really know....feck. he DID change the brakes on the car yesterday. because. he knows how. he is smart. now fix my truck.