again...I am sitting here on this damned thing...eating more chocolate...started with chips...moved onto those little mini hershey bars, and ending with some lindors...and why does my stomach hurt and my teeth ache??? And I just got up to get more chips....I really need to go back to eating more healthfully...especially since these kids will follow my lead. Unless of course I do it the way it was at dad's....junkfood only for the grown ups...wow...how fair is that? Then they will end up like me anyway...I must have went through years of just shit food because I could finally eat whatever the hell I wanted to...everything in moderation.
tonight I am giving myself a break...I will not rant about what a bad mother I am or how rotten the rats are...I will tell myself only good shit until it is true.
I love chips and chocolate.