I think my new thing should be that I only use the computer on every other day...well, mornings, really.  I know by now that if  I ostensibly sit down to "check my email" that I will do everything but that and four hours later I'll be wondering why Shanny is all bent out of shape and misbehaving.....so starting tomorrow (or as soon as I can pry my cold dead fingers from these keys) it'll be an every other day thing.

I need to create myself a new reality in order to get the fuck over my issues with this thing known as stay-at-home-motherhood, not martyrhood.  Basically what I need, is a life. because. I. suck.ass.