what is so very wrong with me? why am I so mean to a two year old? what good does it actually do to yell at her so loudly that she cries? and quadruple goes for smacking her bum.....why do something so awful when it doesn't even work.....all its doing is making me hate myself even more...is THAT possible? and it seems like all I do is give her bad attention...better than no attention, I guess.
yes, I definitely hate myself. alot more than usual.