Its not so much him going out, or not calling - even with the shit weather/bad roads/whatever...I truly do want him to be able to go out and let some steam off whenever he feels the need to pound back a few...what my problem is, is this: I know, without a fucking doubt, that he does not grant me that same right. And I absolutely hate the hypocrisy of that sort of shit. That and the fact that I have not been physically able to get loaded in the last 3+ years...sure...I coooouuuullldddd, but as far as I am concerned, that is would constitute bordeline child abuse...
anyway..